Hey guys! Well Let me think not a WHOLE lot is going on right now but some things have happened. Right now ive just been hanging out with friends and trying to get some things back together and get SoMe things back on track. I went to the Monser truck show with Jade, Maura, and Jase and had so much fun it was rly great. Getting lost in ATL wasnt lol... i got the funniest pics of that im trying to put on my myspace. Well this weekend on Friday me Britt and Krys went an ate in C-ton is was pretty much AWESOME! Then We went and saw the b-ball games Go BlUe! Yesterday I went to my cousins house and hung out then went out to eat with my family because my dad just got home from Arizona then i went to wal*Mart. Today i drove and now im hangin out at my nanas house. My steelers have been doing really good!! Yes... Well I have felt rly bad this past 2 weeks im not sure why things are rly confusing. What hurts the most by Rascall Flatt is the best song ever just to let you know.

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Well guys i hope you had a great New Years Eve! I had a wonderful time with my friends and i KnOw they had a good time!! Well Let me think Weds i went to Mount Holly with Britt and saw Nelson your freakin awesome kid. I didn't know a church could be so cool. Thursday I went to watch our boys beat Haralson county!! It was awesome there and me and Britt Played around. Shane took me home thank the lord for him or i would deff probably would still be walking home. ((I actually bought groceries by myself!)) Friday I went with Maura and Jade to the Central ((CC)) VS. East Paulding ((EP)) game. EP actually won and it was fun then we went to eat at Zaxbys in Carrollton. good Times and I didn't get us lost going home or going there.  Sat Britt and Caser came over ALONG with some other ppl and we rocked out all night. CoNgRaTs Brittany Lauren!! Watched Cinderella Man and Wedding Crashers they were the BEST movies ever... I did have such a good time the other night. Well Today i went to my darling Nana's house. Drove home was gonna go visit a friend but i was to tired. Thats about it guys... LeAve iT 

Do the right thing. It will gratify some people and astonish the rest.-Mark Twain

Well alot has happened these last few days, but let me skip to right now and say Merry Christmas to everyone. Okay now I can begin... The day before Christmas Eve i slept because i just got back from Kry's house.... Well i woke up and what not really late. Around 11:50 that night my mom comes in and says i have to go to the hospital because my cousin who really is like my sister is having her baby... Well i fling on some clothes call Ms. House and then head up there... We totally pass Nelson on the road even though he didn't come see me in person lol.. Long Story... Well we didn't think we would be there that long ((we were wrong)) ALL NIGHT we stayed! I slept in the room with her and her husband and the rest of the family took to the floor in the hallways... Some went to see my Uncle JD in his room... The baby was born around 8:30 it was a lil boy awwh i know. ((Tyler Scott)).. Christmas Eve i slept really late and then went to get my mawmaw from her sister's house because they had all been at the hospital with JD... well on Christmas Morning we gotta phonecall saying JD had died. Who can die on Christmas? It was my grandmother's brother and she was really tore up. It made me sad and i saw him the day before he died. Christmas was alright, but i really think this year was the worse ever. I want to appreciate all that i have been given and it is soo hard right now. My uncle Ray who has cancer and is really sick gave me a ((diamond)) necklace and said it was an heirloom and it made me so scared thinking he might be ready to die or something. Life without all these people in it is getting so hard. 2 family members dead and more really sick is something hard to bare. Christmas is suppose to be special... for me it was torture. I know what my problem is but there is no cure for a broken heart. I stayed up till 4 last night just thinking about it all and crying... I hate to do that. Its Christmas and it hit me that i wasn't happy. I sleep all the time just to try to get away from it all... I stay away from my family because im so unhappy i just don't want to deal with life. I go to my room and sleep or go off by myself. I actually went outside the other night and laid and looked at the stars and just prayed and tried to realize what would it take to make me happy... I know the answer now... Well just pray for me things have never been this tough before and i have never been so unhappy... Merry Christmas..

You Were Meant For Me
I hear the clock, it's 6 A.M.,
I feel so far away from where I've been.
I got my eggs, got my pancakes, too.
Got my maple syrup, ev'rything but you.
I break the yolks and make a smiley face,
I kinda like it in my brand new place.
Wipe the spots above the mirror,
Don't leave the keys in the door.
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore, 'cause

(Chorus)
Dreams last so long,
Even after you're gone.
I know, that you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me,
And I was meant for you.

I called my momma, she was out for a walk.
Consoled a cup of coffee, but it didn't wanna talk.
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news.
More hearts being broken or people being used.
Put on my coat in the pouring rain.
I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same.
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
And it made me miss you, oh, so bad.

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
Go about my bus'ness, I'm doing fine.
Besides, a-what would I say if I had you on the line?
Same old story not much to say,
Hearts are broken ev'ry day.

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on.
I know you hate it when I leave the light on.
I pick a book up and then I turn the sheets down,
And then I take a deep breath and a good look around.
Put on my pj's and hop into bed.
I'm half alive, but I feel mostly dead.
I try and tell myself it'll be all right,
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight.

(Chorus)

Yeah, you were meant for me
And I was meant for you.

 Ive said wut i needed to say
Ive done wut i needed to do
Now whatever happens to us..
I guess ill leave it up to you

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing there across the road,
There's a choice you gotta make.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
The night goes on, and some things that I'll have,
To give to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Start to wave goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,

Merry Christmas!

you know how sometimes, like when someone dies, your sad & it's okay to be sad?
but then there are other times when your supposed to be happy, but your sad anyway.
& that's even worse than the times when your allowed to be sad

If you are going to love me, love me deeply.
If you are going to break my heart, then break it all.
If you are going to care, care for me completely.
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall.
If you are going to stay, then stay forever;
& if you want to leave, then do it today.
If you are going to change, change for the better.
& if you are going to talk, please mean what you say

The higher you build the walls around your heart,
the harder you fall when someone tears them down.

You can't hurt someone usless
you mean something to them

it's not that I've stopped loving you
I just stopped showing it ((Reminds me of what Maura and Jade did))

anyone can give up....
its the easiest thing in the world to do....
but to hold it together when everyone else
is expecting you to fall apart...that's true strength

and the ones who get hurt the most
learn how to love the hardest.

Forget the risk && take the fall.
If it's meant to be, then it's worth it all.

If it's real, if it's true love, then it will always be there.
You can pretend it's gone and even try to move on...
but that love is still there in the depths of your mind.
Sometimes a single object or a song triggers it all and you're right
 back where you started

 -Megan Nichole